Day 118 (AG): Checking In
It's day 118 AG (after goal) and day 1050 of Nutrisystem. It's been a long time ! Life has changed just as the seasons change and I've turned introspective. I've felt pretty adrift over the past couple of months. I took my focus off Nutrisystem and exercise to devote my every waking moment to work. I don't regret that - it was a good decision for me. For many years change would result in nothing but fear in my mind. I always doubted my ability to learn and adapt. It didn't matter that I rose to every challenge - the next one still brought the same level of fear. This new challenge was no different. In the beginning I seriously doubted my ability to learn new and complex processes. You would think after nearly 37 years I could roll up to a new challenge with an "I got this" state of mind ! Nope. Still don't have that level of confidence in myself or my abilities. I might SAY "I got this" but it's nothing but false bravado. The good n...